Miami Ohio University Athletics
Miami University Intercollegiate Athletics Presents...
1/24/2005 12:00:00 AM | General
Monday, January 31
7:30 p.m.
Room 100
Laws Hall
Office of Student Affairs
"Let's Talk" Dialogue Series
Center for American and World Cultures
Women's Center
LGBT (Spectrum)
Multicultural Student Enrichment
CHAMPS/Life Skills
Student Counseling Service
Esera Tuaolo Profile
For nine years, Esera Tuaolo excelled in the N.F.L. as a defensive lineman: he played for five different teams and went to Super Bowl XXXIII with the Atlanta Falcons. He played with some of football's greatest, including Brett Farve, John Randle and Jack Del Rio. He even sang the national anthem in uniform at a nationally televised Monday night game as a rookie and at the 1999 Pro-Bowl.
But as a gay man in the hyper-masculine culture of professional football, Tuaolo was forced to hide his sexuality. The secret crippled him, leading him to drink excessively and contemplate suicide. It also hindered his football achievements, as he felt that if he were too good a player, he would be exposed as a homosexual. He led a double life that deeply depressed him, but which he now looks back on with a new perspective. During this difficult time, he persevered by following his mother's example and maintaining his strong spiritual faith.
